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lauren grier

you're like stars
Last night.. I was really weird.

I'm always really weird- but I was especially weird. Between the Qt's rotting my brain (hahahaha), and the whole not sleeping things.. strangeness abound :D :D :D


I also realized last night.. that it was my 4th wedding anniversary. Felt kinda weird. Well a lot weird when I let my brain go there. So it might explain why I have been feeling all - whatever it is I am feeling- I'm not good with those "feelings" things :D :D It's been "over" for nearly 7 months, but that whole reminder was, unpleasant.. but I was able to snap myself out of the temporary mope by being ridiculously goofy- so that's all good.

And.. to further bring up th goofy rear (haha that sounds funny)..
Today is marky's birthday.. woo. Happy birthday marky :wub:

I cant' wait till november :D

That is all..

just wanted to let you know why I might be all off or extremely........ strange. :D
 
So forgive me for being an idiot LA but was this the first anniversary you have passed since your split? I'm guessing yes from the 7 months thing but I hate to ass-u-me anything! ;) If so I can totally understand that you are feeling weird and all. Also, you have been cranking out the most AMAZING QT's lately so that would definitely fry your brain a bit (still kicking myself for missing the stinking deadline!) nevermind your hand, I'm surprised you can still type!

Umm, what's in november?
 
lmao yes.. this is the first one.
I'm actually really lame right now and haven't been able to finish the last few-- but now I know why, my brain has apparently turned off. My hand TOTALLY cramped up the other day I thought it was going to fall off LMAO.

Oh.. november, reed is coming out here and we're going to the sytycd tour.. and I get to see marky.. and she has to make sure I don't die or pee myself. :D (her plans sound way less fun than mine)
 
Awww, La. I'm sorry.

But Marky's birthday, huh? That's reason to celebrate, right?

And your November sounds like a BLAST!!!! :)
 
Awww, sorry La! I hate when our subconscience makes us all wonky, and then later on we're like oooooooooooh. Duh. :p

Keep your hand attached, it's kiiiiiiiind of important ;)
 
(((HUGS))) i am right there with ya. this week has hit me a LOT harder than i thought it would. Keep your chin up and jsut keep thinkin about Marky!!
 
why would marky be a no no ? LOL.. I think you're thinking about someone else who's name unfortunately starts with m too.. :D

thanks girlies
 
Happy birthday Marky!!! Have fun celebrating today!

I can imagine it would feel really odd to have an anniversary go by, without actually being together. ((hugs)) Just think about how far you have come now!

Hurry November!
 
Ohhhh La! Try and think of all the great things like Marky's birthday and the amazing fun you will have in a couple months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Take care of your hand too girl, remember QTs are not something to kill yourself over!
 
La, that's completely natural!

Not to dismiss your weirdness that we all know & love, but being sad/nostalgic over the first anniversary-that-isn't is not strange AT ALL.

Promise.

I also promise there will come an anniversary-that-isn't in a year or two that completely slips by you until the end of the day and then you think, 'Oh yeah. Ooops.'
 
OoO I can't wait for Oct...That's when SYTYCD comes here!! Yay!!! I have gone every year they have had a tour! Woot!
 
I heart weird La! :wub:

And I agree this is perfectly normal weirdness. (is there such a thing? :D)

Also, I think this thread is well overdue for today! Now, git addin' to it, ladies! :p
 
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