Today I am thankful my "baby" is growing up!!! Yes it makes me super sad all most everyday I wake up, but on days like today...when I want to do something and having to hold him or feed him or carry him around or endlessly entertain him makes it impossible and miserable I'm glad he is growing up and loves to play by himself or with his siblings! I love that he can go up and down the steps and open doors and just play....without me!!! But just every once in a while...not all the time because I want a baby for as long as possible!!!