La- I am so glad you said it all out loud. I have been thinking ALOT lately about all of this. Being on bedrest I have plenty of time to think and feel guilty about everything. I want to be that supermom too.
Most days I feel like the meanest mom ever! I yell at my kids, because they don't listen, and feel like all I do is boss them around. Life SUCKS! But once in a while there are little moments of hope... hope that they really do know how much I love them, and that I am trying to be a good mom.