You don't have to do it now. You can wait until the sting has faded a bit, until you're ready to face those memories. You could also just change your pages to reflect the things you DO want to remember for now. I would hate having a huge gap in my books. I am only now going back and scrapping 2003, because those memories were painful for me for a long time. But now I realize that there were lots of good things I do want to remember and celebrate. Give yourself time to heal, and don't worry about finishing it now. I'm sorry you've had a rough time and hope and pray that things are better now.
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