Update On My Gran...

[Jennifer]

Ugh, ladies. I've been so MIA and I feel so left out and so far behind. I hate missing all the fun. :( I just want to cry.

Things haven't gone so well for Gran. I don't remember where I left off, but she moved to ICU on Sunday. They let her out of ICU yesterday and she's on the reg. cardiac floor. There's stuff going on that I don't want to understand, but unfortunately, I do. Right now, I all I can do, aside from being with her all I can, is just pray that God will show us his will and that hopefully his plans for her include living for years to come. I'm asking that you all pray that with me.

I'm spending most of my "free" time at the hosp. I told DH last night that I think I've forgotten how to be a mommy. I think I'm just almost numb. I know it may sound silly because she's my Gran and not my mom, but my grandparents practically raised me. They think of me as their own and I feel the same about them. I'm just not ready for all this yet.

Anyway, ((hugs)) to all of you. I'm reading posts as much as I can, but answering very little. I'm going to take some time now to see what all I've been missing. :wub:

[kscwgirl]

Hugs and :wub: Jen. :(

[Paula]

Oh honey! I'm sorry!! I'll be praying for your Gran.

[~Julie~]

{{Hugs}} Jennifer.. Still thinking of you.

[Leila]

{{{HUGS}}} for you Jennifer, and my prayers are still with you.

[LibbysMommy]

Awww biggest hugs for you, Jennifer!!

[Linz]

*hugs*

[Chels85]

((hugs))

[iJenny]

I'm so sorry to hear that your Gran isn't doing better yet. I will keep her (and the whole family) in my prayers. I'm sorry you're going through all of this. ((hugs))

[lizzyfizzy]

:( big hugs honey!!! i'll continue to pray for you sweet gran!!

p.s. you haven't missed much. take care of yourself and your family!!

[Tracie Stroud]

HUGS Jennifer! I'm praying!

[Keely~B]

I'm so sorry Jennifer! My grandparents are sooo dear to me, I can only imagine what you must be going through. Sending positive thoughts your way.

[Jennifer]

Thank you all! :wub:

[chloe]

((((hugs)))), I'll keep you and your Granny in my thougts.

[rochelle789]

Hugs!! I'm sorry you and your family are going through this. My thoughts are with you all.

[meganmecrazy]

((((((BIG HUGS))))) for you. I know exactly how you feel since my grandparents practically raised me too. When I lost them it was devastating. I am sending tons of prayers up.