Miss me?
 

Did anyone notice I was gone? LOL

I've been fairly MIA since last may. Jeff started complaining about the amount of time I was on the computer. I pretty much quit scrapping in an effort to save my marriage. Things started getting bad in June and then REALLY bad in September. December 15th he physically assaulted me and I kicked him out. He's been out since then, he was emotionally abusive to me and the kids, CPS was involved... it's not been fun.

I'm starting to come back to ME as a person.. and I miss everyone so so so so so much.

I'm so sorry to my designers that I totally flaked out on but things have been really horrible.

So.. hopefully I'm back and hopefully I can scrap again here soon... I can't plug my ehd in right now but I'm hoping to remedy that soon and we'll see what happens.

Love you :)

Welcome back! It sounds as if you have been through a terrible ordeal for the last several months. I hope things are beginning to get a bit better. Hang in there.

Welcome back, Sara. I am so sorry you have gone through so much but I am so glad to hear that things are turning around for you!

Oh, Sara, I'm so sorry for all you've been through. :wub:

Oh my gosh, Sara! I didn't know you had to go through all of that... {{hugs!!}}

Happy to see you back!

Wow, Sara. You were definitely missed here, and I'm so so sorry that you've had to go through all of that. :( Hopefully things are on the upswing now. We're happy to have you back!

oh sara!! :( :( :( HUGE hugs to you <3

I've been wondering what's been going on with you :(

I'm so sorry to hear things were that bad for you! Welcome back to SSD and to scrapping.

Welcome back! You've been missed.

Holy crap girl! Didn't you guys just go through a big health scare with him last year too or am I remembering this wrong? You have been put through the ringer! Hugs to you! Welcome back! I pray you and your kids will come through this stronger than ever. I'm so sorry for all you've been through!

Yeah, that was my first thought, too. Wow. So sorry, Sara! Here's to a much brighter and happier 2014! :hugs:

Same thing I thought when I read this...you were there for him through all that and he comes back with this...omg...hugs your way! and welcome back!

I am shocked to hear how things have been going in your life. I guess I would have never imagined him being that way after all you'd done for him, cared for him, and hung in there during his cancer stuff. :( I'm so sorry!!! Big hugs. You've been missed for sure & I'm so glad to see you back. ((HUGS))

Sara, YES, you were missed!!! So happy to see you back here! I'm so sorry you've been through so much. ((((HUGS))))

Oh Sara! Sending hugs! I'm so sorry it's been hard...welcome back!

Yes.. 2 years of him not working, me being the sole support, going through chemo, surgeries... etc.

He became very controlling and jealous.

Oh Sara! That completely breaks my heart for you. I'm SO sorry things have been so hard. You've definitely been missed around here. *HUGS*

So horrible. I prey that 2014 will be a year of healing for you and your kids.

Yes, I missed you very much, Sara. *hugs*

Good to see your face in here, Sara!! :wub: I'm sorry for all the uck though, but proud of you for walking away & standing your ground!!

Oh my gosh, Sara! I'm so sorry you had to go thru all of that. So horrible! ((HUGS))

So glad to see you checking in!

(((hugs))) I've missed you and so sorry you had to go through all that, after all you've done for him :( sooo happy to have you back and that you're starting to feel like yourself again!!! xoxo

I wondered where you went off to, but I figured you were taking care of Jeff, the kids and working to make everything happen. Glad to have you back. Missed you!!!

sorry you have been going through all of that :( Glad to see you back though!

Oh Sara :( I am so sorry to hear about the crap you've had to deal with. I'm so glad you are back and if you and the kids ever need to get away from KC - head right on up to my neck of the woods and we can have some fun! <3 <3 <3

Oh no! That's awful! Not that I've experienced it with my hubby but, being a teenager/child. Seeing my mom go threw it. Yeah, you did the best thing for you and your kids..

Wow Sara…. you've had quite a rough time from the sounds of it… glad you're back, and sending positive thoughts to you.

you have all my love and hugs, sweetie! You've survived the bad and I hope 2014 is all about you and the kids and finding that awesome you deserve! ((hugs))

:hugs: I'm only minutes away if you need anything.

So sorry to hear. Sending big hugs!

welcome back! and I really happy NEW year to you!! ((hugs))

I'm so sorry Sara, it's really good to see you. You sound positive and that's wonderful. Stay strong, sending you lots of good vibes <3

I have missed you bunches and bunches! I'm so sorry Jeff didn't fall on his face and thank you every day for loving him and fighting for him and taking such good care of him. I'm proud of you for standing up for yourself and your kids. I hope 2014 is your best year yet!

Welcome back, Sara! Of course you were missed! Welcome to 2014.........the year of bigger and better things for you! :)

Wow...Sara, I'm so sorry for all you have been through :( That's awful. I hope 2014 will be a lot better for you! Glad to see you back here! We missed you around here!

Oh my! I'm so sorry you went through all of that!! I hope this year is much better for you!

So sorry to hear all that Sara! Glad to see you back here and hoping for a wonderful 2014 and fresh start for you and the kids.

I am so sorry for what you've been through. Welcome back!! I'll be praying for you as you find a new normal and get back to the things you love.

WHAT?! UGH!!! I'm so sorry Sara!! I've totally been wondering where you were, but figured you were busy working and taking care of him! I'm so glad you kicked him out and stood up for your and your kids. Hugs, girl!! Here's to a better 2014!!

I am so glad you are safe & that you are a strong amazing woman. ((love you))

Sara!! I've missed you. I'm sorry you've had so many trials. Hugs :hugs:

I'm so sorry Sara. Hope this year is better for you and the kids. Welcome back :)

Aww I love you girlies so much. I've missed everyone horribly. It's so good to be back.

Now I am going to try to scrap. Wish me luck lol