We have no money. I just balanced our bank account, and once I take money out of savings to pay our credit card bill, we still don't have any money left to get us through to our next paycheck (on July 15th). I hate hate hate having to think about how much every single thing costs. I hate no being able to have everything I want. I hate having to deny myself things, especially when those things are Tostitos & salsa, because it just feels like my right as an American to eat chips & salsa. And even when I know we don't have any money, I keep spending it. I feel just as frustrated by my lack of self control as I do about my empty bank account.
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