Ours was to start tonight, we canceled flights the other night but our condo is not refundable. We have started tossing other ideas around but I’m honestly not in the mood to plan another right now. I’m beyond disappointed we haven’t been away in almost 3 years due to Doug getting hurt. We all needed a getaway badly. Doug’s being a trouper and evening throwing dream vacations out there but honestly I don’t even want to talk vacation at this time. I’ve struggled with depression as it is due to a very tough year. His being released medically should have me ecstatic, don’t get me wrong it’s great news but I’m struggling to be me once again. Being the caregiver has taken a hard hit on me leaving me both mentally and physically exhausted and causing my self harm issues to flair up.
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