I honestly can't say that I have any friends currently... I have my "church friends" who I see on Sundays and at some events, but the ladies in the church I felt closest to both moved far away, both moved in the same month. I'm not good about putting myself out there, and, while I had some good friendships in college, we both went our own separate ways after graduation and I can't remember the last time I spoke to them.
On the one hand, I'd really love to have a good girlfriend that I could go to dinner with, or go get pedicures with, but I just never have really had strong friendships with girls. I don't feel like it would be right for me to nurture or build new friendships with males, because I do have a serious boyfriend, and I think that just sends the wrong message, even if it is a harmless friendship. I'd rather just invest the time in my kiddo and my guy.
I do wish I had a friend. I just have no idea how to make one, and every time I put myself out there, I can't seem to find a good fit-- or I find groups of people who already know each other really well and I can't seem to break into the group (we just got a brand new MOPS group here in town, and I thought since it was brand new, there wouldn't be many cliques, that there'd be other newbies, but it turned out to be everyone in town who knew each other...and me). :shrugs: maybe it's just not meant to be for me!
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