Going for test results this morning..
..and I'm super stressed. I just knocked back an anxiety pill for some cushion, but this time is alot harder on me than last time was. Last time, I was strong and supportive and positive. This time I'm feeling like someone needs to help ME get through it.
I'm feeling selfish..I hate to feel anything other than hope and positive thoughts for my Mama, but I am thinking about how I will react to the worst case scenario.
I just wanted you guys to pray hard for us over the next few hours. The appt. is at 10:45 EST, so I would hope to be back here by 12:30..maybe 1pm at the latest with some kind of news.
Thanks everybody.
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