maybe even a spare hug or two!?!? I have a big day tomorrow......
1. It's my oldest baby girl's 11th birthday and she's not even gonna be home, she'll be 4 hours away at a school field trip from 5AM till after 11PM. So I've feeling kinda sad about that (does that make me a selfish mommy!?!

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2. My youngest DD is gonna be gone tomorrow also because of a school field trip (her's in only from 7AM till about 4PM though and only about 1.5 hours away...thank god!!)
So my baby girls are going to be spread all over the state of Pennsylvania tomorrow and lot's of you know what a worry wart/paranoid freak of a mommy I am so I'm feeling anxiety and a totally loss of control over the situation

My tummy's been in knots for weeks over this.
3. I have my "BIG" ultrasound tomorrow and I just can't shake the "bad feelings" I have, again do to the paranoid freak mommy thing happening. This bean was a total surprise and I of course wasn't being "careful".......I was really sick at the time of conception and taking cold meds and TheraFlu and the likes and I can't help but worry that I've caused "damage"

So worried I've been thinking and planning for the worst.
So if you could....think some good thoughts for me tomorrow.....I'm sure I'll need them and so will my DH (who is being a total sweetheart and took the whole day off to keep me company and help keep my mind off of the worst!!!

) thanks a ton ladies!!!!