I hate december.
I know it's a big silly that la is super grumpy scrooge.. ^_^ but december is just a big emo mess ball for me. long story short, I still have major stupid guilt over ce's birth etc.. He was born the 19th- and came home from the hospital christmas day.. so every year.... I get grumpy and don't at all get into the holiday spirit.. till like, after christmas. LOL.. I'm trying more this year. Ce is turning 7..it's time to suck it up and move on.
So yes in short. I get emo.
