[Jengerbread88]

Okay, I'm in the last month of my pregnancy... and I'm feeling really weepy. I feel like I should be trying to enjoy every bit of this, but honestly, I just feel overwhelmed.

My room isn't cleaned, so I can't even get the bassinet where it's supposed to go. I don't even have the energy to do it, so that's not helping. My mom is cleaning my brother's room, and has been moving everything out of it into the nursery, so the nursery is filled and I can't even get into it, so that just frustrates me and ruins my ideas of this... "perfect" nursery, having it all set up and ready, even if Zach isn't there to see it yet.

I'm frustrated with the baby shower because my friends who were going to help flaked, so now my mom is doing it, and she keeps complaining about having to do it because it's not really proper etiquette for her to do it. Anyway, because she's doing it, and she has work right now, I've been helping with things. Like making those popcorn boxes. But now our printer's broken and we don't have enough boxes done, and I just feel in over my head.

I feel like I cry all the time. I'm not depressed, I'm not upset about the baby... I just feel like every little thing is getting under my skin. I'm tired, I'm worn out, I'm hot, and I'm not enjoying this at all. I feel like it's more of a burden and I'll feel better when Zach gets here.

Is it normal to be totally weepy during the last month, or is it really not, and should I be talking to my doctor about it? I just... I seriously, even thinking about going outside in the hundred degree heat is enough to make me burst into tears. I'm trying to stay positive, and happy, and everything else, but it's just... Argh.

Sorry. Complaining over. I just want to know if it's normal to be weepy or if I'm just some ridiculous problem child at the moment.