Oh, Jessica, that must have been so hard to tell him, but you definitely shouldn't feel guilty about not telling him sooner. It wasn't like you wanted to keep it from him -- all the doctors had basically told you that it could jeopardize your husband's health to tell him. I think he is just in all sorts of pain -- now both emotionally and physically -- and lashing out is probably a normal reaction. You are both dealing with so much and I'm amazed at how well you have held up so far. Hopefully, with your husband getting better, you won't have to continue to carry all of this heavy load alone.
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