Wow. I have sooooooooo much respect for you La, even more than ever before. You are such a beacon to sooo many women and such an exemplar to all of us. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us and allowing us to know of those raw feelings. La, I don't know when this peace you are searching for will come, when this ghost that haunts you will go away. But I pray that the peace comes, that it truly comes to you and your awesome boy. YOU are so friggin incredible and I support you in doing this and love you for it. I wholeheartedly support you doing anything you choose to do to protect your child, to get yourself healed, to survive, to live in a friggin decent worthwhile way which you sooooo incredibly deserve. ANYTHING at all that I can do for you, I am here.
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