Hugs everyone. Let us all hope 2019 treat us better!
The whole year was kinda sad :c It started so depressive after losing a beloved one to depression :c Each month the day he left hits me hard. Last year of uni was a total mess. Been on pills to sleep. Sleeping more than 19th straight for days and then just getting 20 hours of sleep in a week. Being sensitive over the smallest things. My sister had a 4 month long trip, job call delay, dad's diabetic foot bills are no joke, which caused me fall into depression again. One day my mom told me she wanted to
quit. But that word holds the worst meaning for me. Hard days at my job. Anxiety, stress and depression. When I was feeling myself again... my beloved almost 17 year old pet passed away two weeks ago. I still can't help myself and cry.
This is what I have done the most this year, crying so desperately in fear. :c