I'm very good a tuning out the world... anything I don't want to see or do or deal with in the moment, I just block it out and do something else (usually on my computer.) It was handy when I had little ones that listened to annoying shows and things like that, but at this point in my life it just stops me from getting things accomplished that need to be done. I can put anything off indefinitely because I just don't think about it. As soon as I let myself "see" it then I have to deal with it, because it'll drive me insane. I don't know if that makes any sense... but I wish I didn't do that.
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