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Old 09-08-2012, 10:30 AM
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Thank you. I think part of the reason I'm having such a hard time is that my actual sister lost a baby at 20 weeks. He had medical problems too and we didn't know if he was going to survive. I got to hold him for an hour while my sister was being tended to. That was about 9 years ago and it's probably stirring up a lot of emotion about that.

Knowing her name and having so many ultrasound pics of her in my house had made me so attached to her already. It doesn't feel like we just lost a baby, it truly feels like we lost a family member. I won't get to know her and play with her.
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