Oh, you are definitely in the right place. This is the nicest group of people that I've met online.
At church we have been told a story about a single mother with four children. One day she came home and had a little party with her children. They were so excited and asked her "Mother, what happened? Did you get a promotion at work?" She replied, "No, I got fired." They looked and her and asked, "but why are we having a party?" She said, "I got fired. That means that God has a better plan for us and I'm so excited to see what it is."
Now I just need to remember stories like that to remind myself not to worry...because I do know that the blessings do come -- and sometimes they are bigger than I could have ever really imagined for myself.
Have you looked at the challenges? That might help you get back to scrapping again.
Glad you're here!