I would like to direct your attention to...

[joelsgirl]

these layouts I made five days apart.
This one is about how happy I am living here and don't want to leave.


And this one is about how I'm going crazy and don't want to stay.


So, basically I cannot be trusted to know up from down or what is best for me or my kids or my life because I can only FEEL whatever I'm feeling in the moment.

Can anyone else relate??

PS For context, we live in the Philippines, where the president has declared kids won't go back to school until there is a vaccine...but how long will it take before the hundred million people of the Philippines are vaccinated??? I am so despairing of hope.