I am in a funk

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I haven't scrapped or designed in months because I've been busting my butt working from home as a part time medical coder and answering phones for our plumbing business so basically working 2 jobs while my 3 kids were home this summer. I decided I had to just give up designing because I couldn't fit it in but I haven't scrapped either.

Well I got word yesterday that I am losing my job working at home and I either have to go back into the office full time or come up with another plan. I'm going for option B because I can't see paying for daycare fulltime for my youngest two. So I'm going to try to start baby sitting from home.

We are also trying to raise money for our adoption so this change is not what our family is needing right now. I know God has a bigger plan for us and when one door closes another door opens but I seriously need a pick me up. Too bad I don't drink

I was sitting here thinking how much I gave up for those jerks over the last 7 years and thought I'd scrap out my frustrations because I miss doing that but here I sit in a funk, lol.

Oh and I think I need a new scrapping home is why I just poured my soul out to you all. Will you take me in?