Sweet Shoppe Designs

#43, sugar free challenge "heartbreak" @sweet shoppe, this one really got me thinking!! & broody again lol

Kit-Gitchy Gitchy by Robin Carlton & manda bean @ SSD
Bear By Mary Fran @ nitwits (slightly re-coloured)
Footprints- Bundle of boy By melissa Bennett @ SSD (coloured)

Reads:
For as long as I can remember, all I ever wanted to be was a Mummy.
I already longed for him & loved him. So when I met his daddy & fell in love,
we decided to try for a baby, I was over come with excitement, joy & pure happiness.
The family I had craved for was going to be real.

But boy! I was not prepared for the three and a half years of heartbreak & sadness that was ahead of us. Every month we would eagerly wait to see if this was “our month” & as each month past us by we were a little sadder & a little more heartbroken. Slowly but surly the months turned into years, we really started to think “this isn’t meant to be” which was just unbearable.

We finally excepted there must be something wrong and made a dr’s appointment, we had to wait weeks & weeks, but in the mean time had decided not to focus on trying for a baby, to wait and see what the dr had to say, Which turned out not to be too much. Our appointment date finally came around and we were referred for further tests, so again we waited. It was an emotional time for both of us, I felt super sensitive, weepy, tired, physically achy, even sicky too. The worry about everything was really taking its tole on my body, or so I thought! That night I was complaining that my Boobies were really itchy & sore, I never gave it another thought & climbed into bed, closed my eyes & you know when you get that OMG feeling, that’s when it hit me! Could I be?
Well as you can tell I was & my heartbreak has turned into a little heartbreaker,
who will be 3 years old, Sept ‘08.