kendallt

Jabber-Jawbreaker
Registered: December 2009 Location: South Carolina Posts: 5,670

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A little scrap-therapy for me
Credits:
- 4 Worse by Libby Weifenbach
- 4 Better by Traci Reed (glitter splats)
- Alpha is from A New Day by the Sweet Shoppe Designers
- Font is Pea Sue's Print
- Journaling reads: Although we’re smiling in this picture, the truth is my heart is breaking. It’s breaking because of many reasons, mostly because our lives have changed so much, so fast, and I don’t know how to deal with it. A few months ago, everything was fine. Everything was normal. You were strong. I could count on you for anything. Then, it all changed. You got sick, and our world fell apart. I’ll never forget the way it felt to see you hooked up to a ventilator, not knowing if you would ever be able to breathe on your own. That’s something I don’t wish on anyone. But, you were a survivor. You were strong and pulled through. And while every day I thank God that I still have you, something’s just not right. You never smile anymore. You seem so unhappy. It’s
like you’ve given up. But, why did you fight so hard if you were only going to give up a little later down the road? I know it’s tough. Nothing is the same as it used to be. But, I just want you to fight. Fight the way you fought in that hospital. Fight for me, for Kimberly, for mom, for Kaden and Logan. The thought of losing you is almost more than I can stand. I am so afraid of not having you in my life. But, I’m also afraid that you’ll never again be the
father that I remember, the one I could call on, the stubborn, independent one. I just want my daddy back. I want things to be the way they used to be. I want you to be happy.
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