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I think the font is legible, the system wont let me copy and paste, but the journaling is actually about not making a decision, but coming to terms with all that came with the operations where I had not really a say , the one in 2003 were meant to get me back to full time work and the mobility I had lost after the pregnancy (I was born paralysed, didn't walk until aged 5 but then defy it all and had a dull on life, but pregnancy was huge so I started having to use a walking stick, and it was terribly painful), something went wrong, the. another 3 operations that failed miserably in fixing the issue in 2004 & 2005, and all that came with having to stop working and have even less mobility that before, nerve damage meaning 24 seven excruciating pain, then diabetes and heart failure.... now is yjat I need operations in both hands and the right arm, which on the right hand will be with general anaesthesia, which scares me the most, at 65, my legs don't quite work... and in these operations I need to give an answer by the end of this month if I want or not but there isn't really an option, my GP says if I don't, I will loose the use of my hands....
so yeah.... always like that, between the rock and the hard place. I generally tend to look at the silver linings, but, especially today, I am in a really foul mood, so I better leave it here, oh well, at least managed to scrap the page
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