A LO about our IVF.
Journaling reads :
« Please, my body, I’m begging you, don’t play that bad joke on me. Don’t make me hope that this FET might have worked to then disappoint me with a negative test. Don’t make me believe that I won’t have my period when it’s lack of is simply caused by the meds. Don’t make me wait three days and a blood test to realise that my tiredness is due to a much needed vacation. Et especially don’t make me discover on Wednesday that the few nausea and the belly soreness I felt those last few days were simply psychological. Really, I like you, my body, we’ve been going on in life for 31 years together, but I would really have a hard time forgiving you if you play that bad joke on me. You know, though, that there’s nothing I wish more than having a baby. You have felt all the efforts I made for that, you even made your part of the. You have lost (and unfortunately gained too) weight, you got a good share of hormones, you’ve been through all the painful tests. So please, have mercy, don’t play that bad joke on me. If all those signs are signs at all, tell me before I have the result through a cold blood test, don’t let me hop, prepare me to the idea, and we could stay friends you and me. Love, Me. »
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