Sweet Shoppe Designs

"I have taken on the goal of finding my word for the year. What I need is a word that describes my personal journey in life not what I do for a living or what I am to others. I have decided to attempt to find it. It must be hiding here somewhere in all this mess. I am sure I just stored it away somewhere and can no longer find it. Maybe I can try on a few words and see if they fit? Can I try on a word like a pair of spectacular shoes or a great Coach purse? Lets say I like the word "spontaneous" this is a word I would like to be. Does it work that way or do I need to actually already be that word and not know it yet? I guess my journey is to find that out."