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Lifetime Of Regret
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Such a Sweetie
Registered: February 2007
Posts: 100
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Sugar Free Challenge: Mar 28th 2007
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Thursday May 20th 2004 we were sitting on your porch having a smoke and Kai was running around on the lawn with his Dad. All of a sudden he started running in and out of the house. I started getting irratidated by this and suddenly I screamed out at him {kai}. His father then said something and with my frustration building with him I screamed out. Well I dont want to be here!
How can I say that with my Mom sitting right beside me....I did want to be there but with my 2 year old running around and my Mom's oxygen tubing all over the floor so she can walk around and not have to drag the oxygen tank with her. Worried that Kai would trip over it and either pull it out of my Mom's nose or out of the tank itself. With my Mom in her fragile state I just could not think what would happen if the oxygen tank got broken or the tubing cracked etc.
After my little "tantrum" my Mom breaks down in tears and starts talking about how my Dad has loved her, cherished her and how much he has taken care of her over the last year or so of her being sick. I started to cry and said I"M SORRY a few times and hugged her. All was ok!
Was it!
3 days later at 10:15 am my Mom passes away. Did she give up because of what I said, How did that statement make her feel, like a burden on our lives cause we have to be so careful with her & take care of her.
All these thoughts running through my head...Never to be answered...Never to be resolved...Just so full of
REGRET!!!
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· Date: Wed April 25, 2007 · Views: 568
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cbombria
Sweetie Pie
Registered: February 2007
Location: VT
Posts: 45
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Wed April 25, 2007 4:58pm
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I'm so sorry....but thank you for sharing this with us.....I hope that it brings you a little bit of peace.
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Teresa
Sweet Talker
Registered: January 2007
Posts: 3,060
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Thu April 26, 2007 5:33am
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So sorry about that conversation.....I think moms have a way of knowing when we really do and don't mean something wholeheartedly, though. I'm sure that she was frustrated as well and understood and knew how much you loved her.  Beautiful page and I hope it has helped with healing....{{HUGS}}
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