Wishin' and Hopin' and Waitin' by SSD
Stitching by Anna Apsnes
Alpha by Julie Bilingsley
In my heart I know that our family is not complete with just two children. It’s not that my babies don’t make me crazy happy, because they do. But I feel like God has more for us than just two. Joel has said I have to choose: adopt or give birth, but either way I only get one more child. I don’t like it, but apa boleh buat? He’s my husband, and it’s his family, too. So I’ve prayed. And I’m debated. And the truth is that while I know I want another child, I have no desire to have that child. It breaks my heart that there are children in the world without families. We have a good family, a happy family, and I want to give a home to one of those children out there who needs one. It’s the right decision, but right now it is the decision to wait. We can’t pursue adoption because of visa restrictions, and I don’t want to put my dream on hold, but I’m trusting God that He make this happen in His time because I know that He is the one who put this desire in my heart in the first place.
TFL! Kellie
