Wow, you've been through so much with having to go through this! Big hugs as you! Glad you scrapped your experience with what you've gone through though.
WOW! I'm so sorry to hear that you got so sick. Your journaling was very well written. I love your title work and the lace down the sides of the page. I hope you will be feeling yourself sooner rather than later!
I was intrigued by the amount of journaling and then I started reading. . .goodness, you have had a rough go of it. Your journaling is so well written. I hope you find each day going forward gets a little better than the one before. . . Congratulations, your page has been featured in the Gallery Standouts Finger Pointing Blog for April 24th!!! You can see the entry here - http://gallerystandouts.com/fingerpointing/2020/finger-pointing-april-24th-7/
Such an amazing page! I read every word! I'm sure you'll have a follow on page as you've indicated you know this experience isn't finished yet. I look forward to seeing that one someday too! Hopefully you will be feeling back to yourself very very soon!