Sweet Shoppe Designs

For March 10th's Sugar Free Challenge

Journaling

I wish I could let myself get back to that point. There have been way too many things that have happened in the past 3-4 years, that it is too hard for me to just forget it all. I know that I need to move on and not think about all the bad things, and just focus on the good, but I still can't seem to get past all the bad. I can think of a lot of things that are just eating at my heart, and I know that if I don't let go of them it will be a never-ending cycle that is just going to ruin our everything. I'm still hurting, and I'm still questioning it all. All I can do is ask God to help me and help us to try to get back there. I need to be back there to be a better wife and mother. I know that we can do it, but I need God's help with it. I need your help with it too, I need you to be understanding of what I'm going through and I need you to know that I do love you, but it's just going to be a slow recovery back to normal.