Nothing quite like needing to find a babysitter in a pinch...

[Megan Turnidge]

to make you realize you have no friends. I'm supposed to go with Allie to school tomorrow for a special day and my usual "babysitter" - my SIL - can't watch Sheldon (they won't allow siblings to come). I literally have no one I feel I can call up and ask to watch my baby. Sure, I have casual friends, but more like a little chatting at church kind of friends... we never hang out or anything. I guess between this and my Grandma dying this morning (and not really knowing if I can feasibly scrape together the $ to go to her funeral this weekend) I'm just kinda emotional. *sob* Just need a hug. And I don't want to have Allie be the only one there tomorrow without a parent for their special day.