Is it weird....

[rachaelsscraps]

to not want to go to your grandmother's wake? My grandmother passed away a couple of days ago, and I'm not sure I want to go to the wake... Of course I'll be going to the funeral. I do have a reason though...

I'm about ready to pop (3 1/2 weeks left!) and I don't want everyone coming up to me to talk about the baby since it'll be my grandmother's wake, kwim? Does that sound weird? But the time (5-7) interferes with my almost 4-yo's evening routine anyway...

And, while I'm not sobbing sad (she's had Alzheimer's for the past 8 years, and I went thru the mourning in the past 8 years and see her death as a relief so she isn't suffering anymore- I hope that doesn't sound bad!) but I don't want the wake to upset me (and then have the funeral on top of that) because I don't want that added stress in these last few weeks of pregnancy.
I'm already at risk for (repeat) pre-eclampsia so stress is the last thing I need right now!

What do you think? What would you do if it were you?

Thanks for the input